Saturday, April 24, 2010

depressed

NOT gnna update 2C today.
utterly depressed.

i missed writing my eng lvls dropped drastically
missed reading missed fiction
missed jz sitting at d piano and playin rubbish at least thts my rubbish
missed playin vlb in d sun d feeling o heat and pain on my arms
missed eating breakfast lunch and dinner hav nt seen a piece o vege in days –> surviving on sch food/bread
missed gossiping plain old girls talk
missed chinese pop songs sick and tired o eng pop
missed having a life completely removed fr archi my life rotates abt it nw
missed having personal space if nt i'd shut down soon
missed d days when i dont hav to protect myself i like being innocent

T.T

1 comment:

  1. *pats head* you forgot to do another zigzag btw.

    no worries, just try to manage abit. There are times where you have to sacrifice one to get another. For example, just ditch one of the easier assignments to the side and do something that you like but, you will have to suffer abit (like less sleep) later on.

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