happy easter, y’all~

went to both ytd and today's easter mass-es
was on projector duty last night w a lil 15-yr-old boy
betw d 2 o us, it was a panic-filled 2.5 hrs
some things you hav to do yourself ><

today
played piano accompaniment
confirmed and re-confirmed d song list twice
when i gt there and opened d bk
alice (organ-ist) said
hey, today nt singing this song la
follow last yr's song list
O.O
another crazy 1.5 hrs
but at least i gt to play my fav-- GLORIA

one thng tho
which part o this is indecent

length-wise, it reaches my shins
*geesh*

w/o d shawl thng, mayb

i love easter
a lot
even more than xmas, if all d fam comes back to celebrate
esp when d priest sings d mass
one feels
it's gd to b alive
grateful

gt news abt xinyin's dad (may he rest in peace) late last night
quite a struggle for me to decide whether or nt to rejoice
easter vs loss?
but it comes down to d same thing
life and eternal living

xinyin
we'd always b here for you
stay tough

and then my maternal grandparents
heard news tht they'r nt so strong nowadays
cataracts and heart probs
been so long since i saw them

meanwhile
we will continue to live
in faith, hope and love

to do~

oops
forgot to blog this week
spent nearly all my waking hrs during this week-days (tht are nt eating etc) sketching
submission was on friday
and you cn bet almost d whole class stayed up late to do them
so friday was ZOMBIE day XP

i really wanted to blog abt sme deep-emo-self discovery thing
but hafta
study for archi culture and history test (greek and egypt O.O)
make tiny 1.5x3cm cubes for design class
research on technology in ancient greek times
research on kl railway station =.=
find a location for my building mat class

so for today
jz a quick note to say
when in stress

have an ice-cream or some donuts =)
(bought d donuts w my first ever salary btw)

cheers~~

braces >.<

sch let out early today,
so dad took me down to NILAI to see d dentist.
d result?
gt myself braces (retainer).. again><
like after so many yrs..
almost forgotten hw it was like to NOT b able to bite AT ALL.
nt even bread.
no solid lunch/dinner for me todayT.T~

another thing.
im nw lisping all over d place~
gosh.
thank gdness i've nt gt any presentations due soon.

 

speaking o which
ASSIGNMENTS
haiz
10 sketches
4 tonal studies
research on greek archi
research on KL railway station
re-read culture & history notes
re-read building mat notes
and you ask me why i dont hav a social life.
*geesh*

i dreamed a dream

everyone aspires to b someone or something great.
even when i say i jz want to a normal person,
i dont really mean it.
not subconsciously, anyway.

a few days ago when i was workin on my project w a friend,
he showed me his idea/vision o this condo

imagine d pointy parts as individual units (rooms)
imagine green plants growing on d wall
imagine looking out to d swimming pool on one side
and d sunrise over d sea on d other
imagine d purple floss as amazon-like growth

now look at this pic

see d lighting fr d sun/swimming pool lights?
is it tht hard to see a dream?

*dont b afraid to reach for d moon
if you can dream it up, it's possible*

credit goes to daecan for HIS dream *name yet unknown*~

sunset

was walking along d fed highway to d pick-up pt after sch today
saw this really nice sunset, *lion king* style.

2 mins later it rained on me though.
still
hw could i nt love these after sch 15 min walks?

posed for attack

I woke up this morning and ntg went right
This is juz one o d “ntg could make me smile” days
Feeling extremely stressed
Sleeping makes me feel guilty
This course is nt meant for me
Life isn’t gd at d mo
Trying too hard

Gosh. Apparently any attempt at blogging results in WHINING.
As opposed to dear wern yi who sent me this msg juz nw:
“Apparently 2day is my be-grateful-d-sun-is-still-shining day:) So I just wanted 2 thank u all 4 bein my stars. I miss u. I love u. Continue burning brightly. We’ll light up d skies;-)”

Thanks, wern.
I mean, even in d middle o my miserable sketching I had to *smile*.

“Nothing is easy” sounds so cliché. And I already KNOW tht!
“Nothing is as hard as you thought it would b, it’s only HARDER!” sounds better for my present predicament.

Having a miserable time managing my time --> spend HOURS on a single sketch tht is worse than anything tht my bro can draw.
And all this while other assignments are piling up.

But I will grit my teeth and do them.
Sarah does not giv up.
Nor does she want anyone's sympathy (though some cheers would b nice..).
Even when she sighs/feels like throwing her pencil every 5 minutes.
*I’ll work hard, I promise*

middle o sketching assignment

apparently sketching is like playing sudoku.
one wrongly angled line will throw everything else out o balance.
and it feels doubly bad when you finish drawing all d dots and are halfway thru drawing d connecting line...
when you find tht it doesnt connect.

difficult as it b
ugly as my sketches are
i kinda like them.

probably cuz it's difficult
and my sketches are ugly

*working hard for d day when i can sketch at ease (at least w/o screaming in frustration)
and my drawings actually RESEMBLES something*